Wednesday 4 December 2013
Tuesday 3 December 2013
Update? haha !
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It's been a little whiillee~?
Well, now that I'm finaallllyyy settled in my room and everything is unpacked and the mess is awaay away !
I took some pictures of the gorgeous presents my friend Amanda sent to me ^o^ !!
It's only some because I've already mentioned thhheee cutesssssssssst thing EVER on my facebook with pictures haha !!
but oh my goodness she sent me the most amazing and softest fabrics too!!!
Ams knows me soo well :) I lovee Lalaloopsy because me and my boyfriend have this cute little joke. My hair was blue at the time and he called me when he saw an advert for them and said "you're on tv, google lalaloopsy" ^-^!! but I never eeevrr got around to buying any !!:o so this is my second loopsy and my first one was also from Ams !!! ^O^ haha !
There's this strange yellow tinge to all my pictures because siigh this lightbulb is crazy and I don't have any time to change it yet//don't even know what kind to change it to lol ! I try to photoshop it out but it takes foreevverr LOL!!
I also finished another hat for the innocent smoothie project next year !! :) if I'm not able to post them then my mom or my sister will for me yayay ! :D
I'm making the hats a little tooo small for lati yellow heads ;) heh and I'll take a picture of aaall the finished ones before I ship them off too !
Sadly I can't add more pictures right now because siigggghhh blogger is being crazzzy at my photos T__T !! but hopefully I can figure this out soon OAO
Oyasumi nasai ne miina ^o^
Wednesday 13 November 2013
I actually have the BEST friends !
ToT feel soo much better right noww~~!! I love my dolls SO much because they've brought me so many wonderful friendships ^-^v
Saturday 2 November 2013
Little vent ~
One thing I find a little annoying ..that when you commission somebody they go crazy and don't do the things that you asked for ^^; the parts that you really liked from the examples you chose and pointed out, aren't there, they've added things that you actually dislike and you didn't ask for (because you dislike it)
Especially when it's something expensive, it annoys me.
It also annoys me when people tell you that the shipping will be free because it's such an expensive, and then charge you shipping at the end ^^
I really dislike dishonest people T___T;; I think I can make them work maybe add some lace myself but I'm staying away away from this person in future~ because guess who popped up XD?
Yup..
Something else that popped up lately... is cheap flights home.... I can actually totally afford it with what I've saved up, and I feel like it's definitely time. I have somewhere to stay, for free, somewhere to work if I want to once I get a working visa/long term student visa :) I might just forget all about this course with all these ignorant people and go to nihon, studying what I would've here in my spare time.
Especially when it's something expensive, it annoys me.
It also annoys me when people tell you that the shipping will be free because it's such an expensive, and then charge you shipping at the end ^^
I really dislike dishonest people T___T;; I think I can make them work maybe add some lace myself but I'm staying away away from this person in future~ because guess who popped up XD?
Yup..
Something else that popped up lately... is cheap flights home.... I can actually totally afford it with what I've saved up, and I feel like it's definitely time. I have somewhere to stay, for free, somewhere to work if I want to once I get a working visa/long term student visa :) I might just forget all about this course with all these ignorant people and go to nihon, studying what I would've here in my spare time.
Friday 18 October 2013
Long time no post :o
I've been away for SO long, mainly because I've been extremely busy with a bunch of things ^-^v
But I wanted to make a (sort of) list today of things that I need to get for dolls and blahblah
So that would bee
Commissions.. I need to remember that I'm currently commissioning for my SD girls.. I need to remember to get my mom's presents, Ducky's, Pud's and Matt's..Money aside for sending gifts abroad especially Nihon..(I already have all those presents sorted out yaay ^__^ AWwww my kitty is padding on my new top//dress how cute !!)
I have to try to find another one of these tees for Mu ^-^vI have to stock up on my art supplies, and candlesI need to get an incense bowl.. and white ashOH ! and I need to stock up on herbs.. dandelion leaves.. since my mom ..once again fed my dandelions to the rabbit T___T;;;
This is the tee that I got today ^-^v no doubt Sebastian will be making a nest of this as soon as I take it off haha XD he's figured out how to get into the closet and drags away all my soft clothes to make a nest with while I'm at college @~@; it's about 7 sizes too big for me but it was the last one, and I had to have it :) I shall be wearing it as a dress LOL !
Monday 1 July 2013
^O^ www.nympheasdolls.com/contest
www.nympheasdolls.com/contest
Friday 21 June 2013
:)! my teacher made it possible for me to take my exam today instead of with everybody else, and I think I passed :D!
If I got any wrong she'd of asked me if I was sure when she checked it and make me check it again to see if I'd just misunderstood something but she read it smiled put it aside and started chatting with me ^o^!!!!!!!!!!
If I got any wrong she'd of asked me if I was sure when she checked it and make me check it again to see if I'd just misunderstood something but she read it smiled put it aside and started chatting with me ^o^!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday 20 June 2013
Tuesday 18 June 2013
^O^v!!
Things haven't been great lately but uh <333!!
I had the sweetest night with Usagi last night!
I met some of his friends too ^O^ and !!! he showed me this house that he chose because our other didn't work out as we liked it to (we thought we'd be able to do everything ourselves but it turned out not.. so we're going a different route :D) and IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!!! Like I'm sure that he only chose it for ME! because it's just SO perfect and everything I love!
There's even a painting/studio area <33 and the gardens so pretty, it's like something from my grandad's paintings *O*!!!!!!!
I told him I'd be happy with whatever he chose because I would go crazy trying to find something, and he picked something that is so perfect <33333!!! and LOL!! I couldn't help spazzing out INFRONT of his friends Ohmygoshhahaha!!! it was kinda embarrassing ^//////^
hehehe and this random guy thought I was his friend's gf O_O and I was like umm noohahaha I'm Usagi's gf and then he came in the room and I saw him right away lol!!!!! and I was like OMG I MISSED YOU!!! and we started rambling in Japanese about how much we love eachother hahaahaa and this random guy was like "Zac.... kawaii?" O_O; so we all went to Ru's instead LOL!!
And we fell asleep listening to rain on my laptop >O<! <3333 hehe
He really has no idea how much I love him and how perfect he is for me <3 he's everything I ever ever wished for <33 and he doesn't even know <3!!!!!>O<
Honestly the bestt night's sleep I've had in forever and then I got this parcel in the mail with all these ADORABLE gifts that Ama sent me and the dresses I ordered!!!
I'm SOOO happy right now >O<
I'm going to add pictures after I come back from class... it maybe after I get dressed if I have time ^o^ hehehe <3
I had the sweetest night with Usagi last night!
I met some of his friends too ^O^ and !!! he showed me this house that he chose because our other didn't work out as we liked it to (we thought we'd be able to do everything ourselves but it turned out not.. so we're going a different route :D) and IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!!! Like I'm sure that he only chose it for ME! because it's just SO perfect and everything I love!
There's even a painting/studio area <33 and the gardens so pretty, it's like something from my grandad's paintings *O*!!!!!!!
I told him I'd be happy with whatever he chose because I would go crazy trying to find something, and he picked something that is so perfect <33333!!! and LOL!! I couldn't help spazzing out INFRONT of his friends Ohmygoshhahaha!!! it was kinda embarrassing ^//////^
hehehe and this random guy thought I was his friend's gf O_O and I was like umm noohahaha I'm Usagi's gf and then he came in the room and I saw him right away lol!!!!! and I was like OMG I MISSED YOU!!! and we started rambling in Japanese about how much we love eachother hahaahaa and this random guy was like "Zac.... kawaii?" O_O; so we all went to Ru's instead LOL!!
And we fell asleep listening to rain on my laptop >O<! <3333 hehe
He really has no idea how much I love him and how perfect he is for me <3 he's everything I ever ever wished for <33 and he doesn't even know <3!!!!!>O<
Honestly the bestt night's sleep I've had in forever and then I got this parcel in the mail with all these ADORABLE gifts that Ama sent me and the dresses I ordered!!!
I'm SOOO happy right now >O<
I'm going to add pictures after I come back from class... it maybe after I get dressed if I have time ^o^ hehehe <3
Friday 3 May 2013
*o* pretty dresses ~ !
I really need to start sewing and finish the lot of hats that I'll be putting up for sale soon but :O
One of my super sugary sweet friends Ama has an etsy store ^-^ & this dress is by her
Isn't it adorable ^o^??? nyaaa I'm so jealous ahahaha!!
I feel so untalented compared to my amazing friends ^//////^;
Thursday 25 April 2013
He's so perfect
Nobody has ever understood me or just 'got' me like he gets me.. ever !
and it's so amazing. Nobody can handle me the way he does, or look after me the way he does.
It's because of him that now I do bother to correct people about myself, now I do say "hey.. you misunderstood I'm.." when before I just didn't, it was too much hassle for me to try to convince other that their assumptions are wrong.
I was in the middle of getting upset about something from the past that still bothers me.. and Ki is like "hey... ko
ko..!
I love you" *smiling*
XD!! hahah nobody cheers me up as easily as he does LOL! even though I started crying at him when he said he wants to marry me XD I was actually super happy ahahaa! I LOVE that even after 3 years there's still small things we learn, and things we get bashful and nervous over ^////////^ I still get butterflies and giddy feelings with him. He still makes me go super girly and I still squeak and hide my face when he says that he loves me aha ^^;
My teacher is SO lovely, she must have figured that I'm stressed.. she's sent work home for me and told me that I can have this week and next off college ^-^v aha !
Yaay for having teachers that know your aunt ^w^!!
My teacher is SO lovely, she must have figured that I'm stressed.. she's sent work home for me and told me that I can have this week and next off college ^-^v aha !
Yaay for having teachers that know your aunt ^w^!!
Tuesday 23 April 2013
I had jasmine oil in my hair all day yesterday and it's made such a difference ^-^ but you know what's weiiird? I washed it out when I got home and went to my sister's.. as soon as I walked in her front door I could smell jasmine ! :) my sister was using jasmine too ahaha ! at the exact time I had been XD!!! it's so cute :D
Jasmine's great for depression, so I guess she was using it for that since there's so much negativity around everyone lately.
Eeeeeeeeeeeeep there's a bitey bug D: ew!! I really need to find time to train my rats to catch/eat those things, we always get overloaded with them in the summer and my cats are no use >__<!!!!
Wednesday 17 April 2013
RUUAAAGHHFHGGH somebody STRANGLE me !
I cut my hair. UGH why?! I don't even know and it's FFUUfjeuidruhvuidgure !!! grrr >__<!
Zaaaahhhcc it's all zacs fault ;A; T______T yesIamhavingatantrumrightnowFMFL
Zaaaahhhcc it's all zacs fault ;A; T______T yesIamhavingatantrumrightnowFMFL
Siigh
So here it is, the post explaining everything.
I mentioned a while ago that my friend was sick again. His names John, and he's been a friend of mine, my parents, since I was 6 years old. And since I was 6 years old he has been battling with cancer tumors in his brain. He has lost and regained his speech so many times, motor skills, use of his left side.
After so long fighting the tumors that kept growing back, we thought he was finally okay ! they said they had gotten it finally ! and a year and a half later it's back. Again.
I'm scared. I don't want to lose him. I don't want him to leave me like my uncle has left us, I feel like all the people I love are sick, and they are ! Nobody's going to be around to see my children grow up, or be there for my official marriage ceremony to Ki :(
Yesterday I went to visit my nan, in hospital. She's had another stroke, but she says she's doing okay. She's promised me she's getting better and she's being let out in two days. I'm going to visit her, I had to fight my mom to let me go because my biological father *might* of been there. It's so unfair. I was kept away from my grandad and he suddenly died on me, thinking that I didn't care about him, he MUST have thought that I didn't care ! goodness knows what THAT person had been telling him:( there's no way for him to of known that I was being kept away from him.
Last night before bed my mom got a phone call, I figured it was from HIM, because she sent me upstairs. She told me today what he said.. he makes it all about him in the hopes that we'll stay away. He doesn't want me around my nan because I know that he's hurting her. And he doesn't want anyone around her who *knows* what me and my mom, and sister, know. It's not going to work though, my mom can't keep me away from my nan anymore, and I don't think she's going to try now. She needs to face her demons her self and stop restricting me because of them.
I mentioned a while ago that my friend was sick again. His names John, and he's been a friend of mine, my parents, since I was 6 years old. And since I was 6 years old he has been battling with cancer tumors in his brain. He has lost and regained his speech so many times, motor skills, use of his left side.
After so long fighting the tumors that kept growing back, we thought he was finally okay ! they said they had gotten it finally ! and a year and a half later it's back. Again.
I'm scared. I don't want to lose him. I don't want him to leave me like my uncle has left us, I feel like all the people I love are sick, and they are ! Nobody's going to be around to see my children grow up, or be there for my official marriage ceremony to Ki :(
Yesterday I went to visit my nan, in hospital. She's had another stroke, but she says she's doing okay. She's promised me she's getting better and she's being let out in two days. I'm going to visit her, I had to fight my mom to let me go because my biological father *might* of been there. It's so unfair. I was kept away from my grandad and he suddenly died on me, thinking that I didn't care about him, he MUST have thought that I didn't care ! goodness knows what THAT person had been telling him:( there's no way for him to of known that I was being kept away from him.
Last night before bed my mom got a phone call, I figured it was from HIM, because she sent me upstairs. She told me today what he said.. he makes it all about him in the hopes that we'll stay away. He doesn't want me around my nan because I know that he's hurting her. And he doesn't want anyone around her who *knows* what me and my mom, and sister, know. It's not going to work though, my mom can't keep me away from my nan anymore, and I don't think she's going to try now. She needs to face her demons her self and stop restricting me because of them.
Monday 15 April 2013
:O MY MOMS AN ART THIEF !!!!
*stares*...do you have my peacock... >_>....? Mo Hynd
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Sofia Singh Omwattie Singh !!!! SHE HAS IT !
ahaha! I really need to start hiding my art work from her.. lol!
Tuesday 9 April 2013
HAHAHA
breathing/irregular heart beat)
17:58
Binny Axelman
If I tried that I'd drown.
17:58
Sofia Singh
O_o?
i've never drowned ...
-w- *mermaid*
17:59
Binny Axelman
Lol, I didn't post a picture yet. I'll try to get it by tonight and then I'll post it right away.
Reblog it or I'll throw wasabi at you. <.<
17:59
Sofia Singh
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
how did you KHOW I HATE THAT STUIFF?!
Friday 5 April 2013
What's that smell?! :o
My mom has dyed her hair ! and all the time we were out shopping I could smell MSC ! I couldn't figure out how I got that smell on me.. or where it was coming from ahahaha.. I moved away from my mom and realised it was her.. her hair !!! XD!!!!
It must be the conditioner she used after she dyed it lol!!!
Tuesday 2 April 2013
My friends are so lovely:)
My chest hurts haha ! I feel hot and cold.. but for some reason I also feel kinda happy ^_^ and a lot emotionally lighter than before.
My friends are also being SO sweet to me uhhhh looovee you guisee~~
I wanna reply to everyone soon but I have so many things to do still and >__<!!! Sebastian is driving me insane uhgdujghifu ! but at the same time he's so FREAKIN' adorable! jeesh lol!
I stretched out and he caught my foot and is using it as a pillow now.. I'm in the most awkward position though:/ but everytime I pull away he grabs me >__<!!!!!!!!
I stretched out and he caught my foot and is using it as a pillow now.. I'm in the most awkward position though:/ but everytime I pull away he grabs me >__<!!!!!!!!
Sunday 31 March 2013
Water flows through rivers
As it flows through my eyes
They say a Pisces dreamer
Has lived other lives
There's something more there, I can see it clear
Not something you hold in your hand
The end of the circleIt ends with me in eternity
The poet and the dreamer
Creating Pisces flow
There is world that we possess
That all of you can't know
There's something more there, I can see it clear
Not something you hold in your hand
The end of the circleIt ended with me in eternity
Beyond just what you can see lies darkness
My life it changes with everything around me
Sometimes I need to get the hell out of here
If you are a soul in needIf you need compassion
I will stand up like a wall right by your side
I can tell what others can't tell
Yes, I can read your mind
Pisces belongs in another world at another time
Neptune rules my hours
Devoted by your side
The heart of the Pisces soul lives through time
Through time
Saturday 30 March 2013
My beautiful tarot cards came today, and after a deck totally randomly to show my mom (there's two^^)
and separating it open to show her a random card..
guess which card it was? ^/////^
my favorite! "Strength" this cards absolutely by far the most beautiful <3
and how lucky? that I chose that card !!
the first time I ever chose one of the decks.. the first time I ever opened it.. and it's that card that I picked up :) so special <3 haha! as if confirming for me that yeah.. I did pick the right ones after all <333
and separating it open to show her a random card..
guess which card it was? ^/////^
my favorite! "Strength" this cards absolutely by far the most beautiful <3
and how lucky? that I chose that card !!
the first time I ever chose one of the decks.. the first time I ever opened it.. and it's that card that I picked up :) so special <3 haha! as if confirming for me that yeah.. I did pick the right ones after all <333
I'll add pictures of them later, as I'm currently spring cleaning my bedroom
and laying a new carpet yaay~!
and laying a new carpet yaay~!
Thursday 21 March 2013
:|
Ugh how annoying :/
My hearts really acting up again and I just DON'T want to go to hospital today ~__~; it makes me so miserable and it's my darling nephews birthday today too ! :( I don't want to be on an ECG and 'watch' all day ~__~
Wednesday 20 March 2013
Dear brain..
I miss you, and I don't even know really.
My name is Sophie, and other things.. I don't use my real name online because of all the lies spread about me on the internet by a cyber bully/stalker who's 5 years older than me XD
...but you know right ?
YOU are my best friend, and you are Zak Dace.. I don't think you'll ever find this, but knowing us? you will.. once day ^^ when you're reallly old aha !
I'm still waiting for my best friend to come back, like you promised.
You forget about the only person who ever really knew you.. and I don't know why you do that? but I really don't think it's a good thing.
I'm always here for you. That's what I want; to be here for you. It wasn't ever you who wasn't good enough, we both know that.
You know why I put your name? because I don't want you to deny to your self that this is really to you. And I'm not scared.. even if everyone else in the world turned against me and fell for lies, you're the person who wouldn't. Hell you'd probably punch them in the face for saying those things about me. I'm not scared of that, not when it's you. Even if they ever found you.. we're connected, and you know me.. you're my brain after all.
My name is Sophie, and other things.. I don't use my real name online because of all the lies spread about me on the internet by a cyber bully/stalker who's 5 years older than me XD
...but you know right ?
YOU are my best friend, and you are Zak Dace.. I don't think you'll ever find this, but knowing us? you will.. once day ^^ when you're reallly old aha !
I'm still waiting for my best friend to come back, like you promised.
You forget about the only person who ever really knew you.. and I don't know why you do that? but I really don't think it's a good thing.
I'm always here for you. That's what I want; to be here for you. It wasn't ever you who wasn't good enough, we both know that.
You know why I put your name? because I don't want you to deny to your self that this is really to you. And I'm not scared.. even if everyone else in the world turned against me and fell for lies, you're the person who wouldn't. Hell you'd probably punch them in the face for saying those things about me. I'm not scared of that, not when it's you. Even if they ever found you.. we're connected, and you know me.. you're my brain after all.
Monday 18 March 2013
Someone's protective ;)
So ! I revealed my secret to Usagi! -- Vanilla is coming 'back' :) .. granted a little differenntt;) but still she's just <3 hihi^////^
I still have her first head ofcourse but I just don't feel that I can paint her the way that I want --yet, and ofcourse.. I shall not be sending her away for a faceup again ◔_◉;
I still have her first head ofcourse but I just don't feel that I can paint her the way that I want --yet, and ofcourse.. I shall not be sending her away for a faceup again ◔_◉;
Ahahaha and he started ranting about how Lati should package her extra carefully given how fragile the dolls are (≧ヮ≦) ahahahahaa!! ! He's super protective of her, and I thinkk he's a little excited too ôwô
I just think he's the cutest :):):) aha~ <3
Friday 15 March 2013
:) I found some beautiful, artistic, and cute ! tarot cards today ! tomorrow I'm going to buy them ^__^ yaay
Thanks so much for all the $$ everyone gave me for my birthday !! because these are just so perfect for me <3 and I've wanted some tarot cards for such a long time but couldn't find any that felt right ^-^!!
Thanks so much for all the $$ everyone gave me for my birthday !! because these are just so perfect for me <3 and I've wanted some tarot cards for such a long time but couldn't find any that felt right ^-^!!
Binny is feeling happy :O:D!!! yay aha ! I don't really know how to deal with my other friend:/ he's seeing things how he wants to see them, from a one minded perspective and anything I say when I'm trying to open his eyes is just being taken as ME being blinded by my feelings :/ rather than it being the other way around :( it really hurts that he's not listening to me, and doesn't trust my judgement on a matter that is close to ME rather than him :/
I feel really weird and dizzy today :/ things keep going dark, and red/patchy like before when I got really really ill :/ I don't know if it's because of stress or if I'm going to have a fit again >__< and it's kind of scaring me :(
I feel really weird and dizzy today :/ things keep going dark, and red/patchy like before when I got really really ill :/ I don't know if it's because of stress or if I'm going to have a fit again >__< and it's kind of scaring me :(
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