:) I found some beautiful, artistic, and cute ! tarot cards today ! tomorrow I'm going to buy them ^__^ yaay
Thanks so much for all the $$ everyone gave me for my birthday !! because these are just so perfect for me <3 and I've wanted some tarot cards for such a long time but couldn't find any that felt right ^-^!!

Binny is feeling happy :O:D!!! yay aha ! I don't really know how to deal with my other friend:/ he's seeing things how he wants to see them, from a one minded perspective and anything I say when I'm trying to open his eyes is just being taken as ME being blinded by my feelings :/ rather than it being the other way around :( it really hurts that he's not listening to me, and doesn't trust my judgement on a matter that is close to ME rather than him :/

I feel really weird and dizzy today :/ things keep going dark, and red/patchy like before when I got really really ill :/ I don't know if it's because of stress or if I'm going to have a fit again >__< and it's kind of scaring me :(