He's so perfect

Nobody has ever understood me or just 'got' me like he gets me.. ever !

and it's so amazing. Nobody can handle me the way he does, or look after me the way he does.

It's because of him that now I do bother to correct people about myself, now I do say "hey.. you misunderstood I'm.." when before I just didn't, it was too much hassle for me to try to convince other that their assumptions are wrong. 

I was in the middle of getting upset about something from the past that still bothers me.. and Ki is like "hey... ko

ko..!

I love you" *smiling*

XD!! hahah nobody cheers me up as easily as he does LOL! even though I started crying at him when he said he wants to marry me XD I was actually super happy ahahaa! I LOVE that even after 3 years there's still small things we learn, and things we get bashful and nervous over ^////////^ I still get butterflies and giddy feelings  with him. He still makes me go super girly and I still squeak and hide my face when he says that he loves me aha ^^;

My teacher  is SO lovely, she must have figured that I'm stressed.. she's sent work home for me and told me that I can have this week and next  off college ^-^v aha !
Yaay for having teachers that know your aunt ^w^!!

I had jasmine oil in my hair all day yesterday and it's made such a difference ^-^ but you know what's weiiird? I washed it out when I got home and went to my sister's.. as soon as I walked in her front door I could smell jasmine ! :) my sister was using jasmine too ahaha ! at the exact time I had been XD!!! it's so cute :D

Jasmine's great for depression, so I guess she was using it for that since there's so much negativity around everyone lately. 

Eeeeeeeeeeeeep there's a bitey bug D: ew!! I really need to find time to train my rats to catch/eat those things, we always get overloaded with them in the summer and my cats are no use >__<!!!!

RUUAAAGHHFHGGH somebody STRANGLE me !

I cut my hair. UGH why?! I don't even know and it's FFUUfjeuidruhvuidgure !!! grrr >__<!
Zaaaahhhcc it's all zacs fault ;A; T______T yesIamhavingatantrumrightnowFMFL

Siigh

So here it is, the post explaining everything.
I mentioned a while ago that my friend was sick again. His names John, and he's been a friend of mine, my parents, since I was 6 years old. And since I was 6 years old he has been battling with cancer tumors in his brain. He has lost and regained his speech so many times, motor skills, use of his left side.
After so long fighting the tumors that kept growing back, we thought he was finally okay ! they said they had gotten it finally ! and a year and a half later it's back. Again.
I'm scared. I don't want to lose him. I don't want him to leave me like my uncle has left us, I feel like all the people I love are sick, and they are ! Nobody's going to be around to see my children grow up, or be there for my official marriage ceremony to Ki :(
Yesterday I went to visit my nan, in hospital. She's had another stroke, but she says she's doing okay. She's promised me she's getting better and she's being let out in two days. I'm going to visit her, I had to fight my mom to let me go because my biological father *might* of been there. It's so unfair. I was kept away from my grandad and he suddenly died on me, thinking that I didn't care about him, he MUST have thought that I didn't care ! goodness knows what THAT person had been telling him:( there's no way for him to of known that I was being kept away from him.
Last night before bed my mom got a phone call, I figured it was from HIM, because she sent me upstairs. She told me today what he said.. he makes it all about him in the hopes that we'll stay away. He doesn't want me around my nan because I know that he's hurting her. And he doesn't want anyone around her who *knows* what me and my mom, and sister, know. It's not going to work though, my mom can't keep me away from my nan anymore, and I don't think she's going to try now. She needs to face her demons her self and stop restricting me because of them.

:O MY MOMS AN ART THIEF !!!!

*stares*...do you have my peacock... >_>....? Mo Hynd

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Mo Hynd noooooooooooo lol
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Sofia Singh YOU DO !!
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Sofia Singh Omwattie Singh !!!! SHE HAS IT !

ahaha! I really need to start hiding my art work from her.. lol!

HAHAHA

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17:58


Binny Axelman




If I tried that I'd drown.


17:58


Sofia Singh




O_o?



i've never drowned ...



-w- *mermaid*


17:59


Binny Axelman




Lol, I didn't post a picture yet. I'll try to get it by tonight and then I'll post it right away.



Reblog it or I'll throw wasabi at you. <.<


17:59


Sofia Singh




EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW



how did you KHOW I HATE THAT STUIFF?!

What's that smell?! :o

My mom has dyed her hair ! and all the time we were out shopping I could smell MSC ! I couldn't figure out how I got that smell on me.. or where it was coming from ahahaha.. I moved away from my mom and realised it was her.. her hair !!! XD!!!! 

It must be the conditioner she used after she dyed it lol!!!

✦☆ BonBon ☆✦

My friends are so lovely:)

My chest hurts haha ! I feel hot and cold.. but for some reason I also feel kinda happy ^_^ and a lot emotionally lighter than before.

My friends are also being SO sweet to me uhhhh looovee you guisee~~

I wanna reply to everyone soon but I have so many things to do still and >__<!!! Sebastian is driving me insane uhgdujghifu ! but at the same time he's so FREAKIN' adorable! jeesh lol!
I stretched out and he caught my foot and is using it as a pillow now.. I'm in the most awkward position though:/ but everytime I pull away he grabs me >__<!!!!!!!!