Lovely Japan :)

I have a bunch of things from Japan  and I just love them all soo much !!!
I don't know what happened by the box I kept all my cosmetics in got all weird and everything in there has like black powder alllll over it ??? I think somebody used some of my makeup and didn't closee it properly and it got  everywhere.. so not fair !:/
but on a happy note about that I have an excuse to go shopping in Japan for more cosmetics yaay :)! also it's really easy to get some from Korea too and lucky lucky none of the things I've researched so far are tested on animals ! I have to be careful about it because for example procter and gamble(head and shoulders, pringles etc) claim they don't test.. but they actually test ingredients and not the finished product. So that means your lipstick isn't tested on animals but everything IN the lipstick has been tested on  them ! instead of humans. I find human tested products work waayy better than any product I've unknowingly acquired that turned out to be animal tested; I think it's because human  tested products are deemed suitable based on humans, animal tested products are deemed suitable based on it being tested on animals and thinking about it does that really make sense to do? umm no.
I'm also really really grateful for my super sweet fans and my followers too ! you guise make me soooooo happy and whenever I'm sad I know there's always a bunch of sweet stuff going into my email and inbox as soon  as somebody realises I'm feeling down ! you guise are the best ! seriously <3

Oh and guess whaaatt?
Yaaaaay ! I finally have clothes for Li n :D! it took a whiiille and I'm still waiting for certain people to get back to me but isn't everyone being just a bit weird lately O_o I'm not the only one who's having difficulty with sellers in regards to commissions but I've been waiting on this person since August?? :/

Anywayy I have to scoot XD I have to get some studying done for my exams D: and cook some rice yay^___^v

genki da ne !

Update? haha !

Winterbird is my ipernity username by the way ;)

It's been a little whiillee~?
Well, now that I'm finaallllyyy settled in my room and everything is unpacked and the mess is awaay away !
I took some pictures of the gorgeous presents my friend Amanda sent to me ^o^ !!
It's only some because I've already mentioned thhheee cutesssssssssst thing EVER on my facebook with pictures haha !!
but oh my goodness she sent me the most amazing and softest fabrics too!!!

Ams knows me soo well :) I lovee Lalaloopsy because me and my boyfriend have this cute little joke. My hair was blue at the time and he called me when he saw an advert for them and said "you're on tv, google lalaloopsy" ^-^!! but I never eeevrr got around to buying any !!:o so this is my second loopsy and my first one was also from Ams !!! ^O^ haha !


There's this strange yellow tinge to all my pictures because siigh this lightbulb is crazy and I don't have any time to change it yet//don't even know what kind to change it to lol ! I try to photoshop it out but it takes foreevverr LOL!!

I also finished another hat for the innocent smoothie project next year !! :) if I'm not able to post them then my mom or my sister will for me yayay ! :D
I'm making the hats a little tooo small for lati yellow heads ;) heh and I'll take a picture of aaall the finished ones before I ship them off too !

Sadly I can't add more pictures right now because siigggghhh blogger is being crazzzy at my photos T__T !! but hopefully I can figure this out soon OAO
Oyasumi nasai ne miina ^o^

I actually have the BEST friends !

ToT feel soo much better right noww~~!! I love my dolls SO much because they've brought me so many wonderful friendships ^-^v

Little vent ~

One thing I find a little annoying ..that when you commission somebody they go crazy and don't do the things that you asked for ^^; the parts that you really liked from the examples you chose and pointed out, aren't there, they've added things that you actually dislike and you didn't ask for (because you dislike it)
Especially when it's something expensive, it annoys me.
It also annoys me when people tell you that the shipping will be free because it's such an expensive, and then charge you shipping at the end ^^
I really dislike dishonest people T___T;; I think I can make them work maybe add some lace myself but I'm staying away away from this person in future~ because guess who popped up XD?
Yup..

Something else that popped up lately... is cheap flights home.... I can actually totally afford it with what I've saved up, and I feel like it's definitely time. I have somewhere to stay, for free, somewhere to work if I want to once I get a working visa/long term student visa :) I might just forget all about this course with all these ignorant people and go to nihon, studying what I would've here in my spare time.

Long time no post :o

Helloo woorlld ! :)
I've been away for SO long, mainly because I've been extremely busy with a bunch of things ^-^v
But I wanted to make a (sort of) list today of things that I need to get for dolls and blahblah
So that would bee
Commissions.. I need to remember that I'm currently commissioning for my SD girls..
I need to remember to get my mom's presents, Ducky's, Pud's and Matt's..
Money aside for sending gifts abroad especially Nihon..
(I already have all those presents sorted out yaay ^__^ AWwww my kitty is padding on my new top//dress how cute !!)
I have to try to find another one of these tees for Mu ^-^v
I have to stock up on my art supplies, and candles
I need to get an incense bowl.. and white ash
OH ! and I need to stock up on herbs.. dandelion leaves.. since my mom ..once again fed my dandelions to the rabbit T___T;;;

This is the tee that I got today ^-^v no doubt Sebastian will be making a nest of this as soon as I take it off haha XD he's figured out how to get into the closet and drags away all my soft clothes to make a nest with while I'm at college @~@; it's about 7 sizes too big for me but it was the last one, and I had to have it :) I shall be wearing it as a dress LOL !

^O^ www.nympheasdolls.com/contest

I can't believe how cute this dolly issss!!! I *neeeeed* her :O
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:)! my teacher made it possible for me to take my exam today instead of with everybody else, and I think I passed :D!
If I got any wrong she'd of asked me if I was sure when she checked it and make me check it again to see if I'd just misunderstood something but she read it smiled put it aside and started chatting with me ^o^!!!!!!!!!!

ehehh ^^; please don't 'correct' my Japanese and try to tell me that suki is ''ski'' ^^; or that otousan is "otusam" ^^; just kinda gets awkward for you when I mention my degree doesn't it, huh. ^^;;;

especially when you just tried to listen/butt into my conversation with my fiance eheh... (not that you understood anything but 'suki' and then later 'otousan'^^v) and then it gets kinda creepy if you tell me that you love me more than love, because you don't even know the meaning of the shit you're pasting from google sites XD

^O^ hehe I decided to make a whole new post for thesee hehee
I had SO much fun photographing my girls today with the sweet gifts you sent !!!<33333333

^O^v!!

Things haven't been great lately but uh <333!!
I had the sweetest night with Usagi last night!
I met some of his friends too ^O^ and !!! he showed me this house that he chose because our other didn't work out as we liked it to (we thought we'd be able to do everything ourselves but it turned out not.. so we're going a different route :D) and IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL!!! Like I'm sure that he only chose it for ME! because it's just SO perfect and everything I love!
There's even a painting/studio area <33 and the gardens so pretty, it's like something from my grandad's paintings *O*!!!!!!!
I told him I'd be happy with whatever he chose because I would go crazy trying to find something, and he picked something that is so perfect <33333!!! and LOL!! I couldn't help spazzing out INFRONT of his friends Ohmygoshhahaha!!! it was kinda embarrassing ^//////^
hehehe and this random guy thought I was his friend's gf O_O and I was like umm noohahaha I'm Usagi's gf and then he came in the room and I saw him right away lol!!!!! and I was like OMG I MISSED YOU!!! and we started rambling in Japanese about how much we love eachother hahaahaa and this random guy was like "Zac.... kawaii?" O_O; so we all went to Ru's instead LOL!!
And we fell asleep listening to rain on my laptop >O<! <3333 hehe
He really has no idea how much I love  him and how perfect he is for me <3 he's everything I ever ever wished for <33 and he doesn't even know <3!!!!!>O<
Honestly the bestt night's sleep I've had in forever and then I got this parcel in the mail with all these ADORABLE gifts that Ama sent me and the dresses I ordered!!!
I'm SOOO happy right now >O<
I'm going to add pictures after I come back from class... it maybe after I get dressed if I have time ^o^ hehehe <3

*o* pretty dresses ~ !

I really need to start sewing and finish the lot of hats that I'll be putting up for sale soon but :O

One of my super sugary sweet friends Ama has an etsy store ^-^ & this dress is by her

Cliiiicky for cuteness *O*

Isn't it adorable ^o^??? nyaaa I'm so jealous ahahaha!!

I feel so untalented compared to my amazing friends ^//////^;

He's so perfect

Nobody has ever understood me or just 'got' me like he gets me.. ever !

and it's so amazing. Nobody can handle me the way he does, or look after me the way he does.

It's because of him that now I do bother to correct people about myself, now I do say "hey.. you misunderstood I'm.." when before I just didn't, it was too much hassle for me to try to convince other that their assumptions are wrong. 

I was in the middle of getting upset about something from the past that still bothers me.. and Ki is like "hey... ko

ko..!

I love you" *smiling*

XD!! hahah nobody cheers me up as easily as he does LOL! even though I started crying at him when he said he wants to marry me XD I was actually super happy ahahaa! I LOVE that even after 3 years there's still small things we learn, and things we get bashful and nervous over ^////////^ I still get butterflies and giddy feelings  with him. He still makes me go super girly and I still squeak and hide my face when he says that he loves me aha ^^;

My teacher  is SO lovely, she must have figured that I'm stressed.. she's sent work home for me and told me that I can have this week and next  off college ^-^v aha !
Yaay for having teachers that know your aunt ^w^!!

I had jasmine oil in my hair all day yesterday and it's made such a difference ^-^ but you know what's weiiird? I washed it out when I got home and went to my sister's.. as soon as I walked in her front door I could smell jasmine ! :) my sister was using jasmine too ahaha ! at the exact time I had been XD!!! it's so cute :D

Jasmine's great for depression, so I guess she was using it for that since there's so much negativity around everyone lately. 

Eeeeeeeeeeeeep there's a bitey bug D: ew!! I really need to find time to train my rats to catch/eat those things, we always get overloaded with them in the summer and my cats are no use >__<!!!!

RUUAAAGHHFHGGH somebody STRANGLE me !

I cut my hair. UGH why?! I don't even know and it's FFUUfjeuidruhvuidgure !!! grrr >__<!
Zaaaahhhcc it's all zacs fault ;A; T______T yesIamhavingatantrumrightnowFMFL

Siigh

So here it is, the post explaining everything.
I mentioned a while ago that my friend was sick again. His names John, and he's been a friend of mine, my parents, since I was 6 years old. And since I was 6 years old he has been battling with cancer tumors in his brain. He has lost and regained his speech so many times, motor skills, use of his left side.
After so long fighting the tumors that kept growing back, we thought he was finally okay ! they said they had gotten it finally ! and a year and a half later it's back. Again.
I'm scared. I don't want to lose him. I don't want him to leave me like my uncle has left us, I feel like all the people I love are sick, and they are ! Nobody's going to be around to see my children grow up, or be there for my official marriage ceremony to Ki :(
Yesterday I went to visit my nan, in hospital. She's had another stroke, but she says she's doing okay. She's promised me she's getting better and she's being let out in two days. I'm going to visit her, I had to fight my mom to let me go because my biological father *might* of been there. It's so unfair. I was kept away from my grandad and he suddenly died on me, thinking that I didn't care about him, he MUST have thought that I didn't care ! goodness knows what THAT person had been telling him:( there's no way for him to of known that I was being kept away from him.
Last night before bed my mom got a phone call, I figured it was from HIM, because she sent me upstairs. She told me today what he said.. he makes it all about him in the hopes that we'll stay away. He doesn't want me around my nan because I know that he's hurting her. And he doesn't want anyone around her who *knows* what me and my mom, and sister, know. It's not going to work though, my mom can't keep me away from my nan anymore, and I don't think she's going to try now. She needs to face her demons her self and stop restricting me because of them.

:O MY MOMS AN ART THIEF !!!!

*stares*...do you have my peacock... >_>....? Mo Hynd

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Mo Hynd noooooooooooo lol
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Sofia Singh YOU DO !!
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Sofia Singh Omwattie Singh !!!! SHE HAS IT !

ahaha! I really need to start hiding my art work from her.. lol!

HAHAHA

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17:58


Binny Axelman




If I tried that I'd drown.


17:58


Sofia Singh




O_o?



i've never drowned ...



-w- *mermaid*


17:59


Binny Axelman




Lol, I didn't post a picture yet. I'll try to get it by tonight and then I'll post it right away.



Reblog it or I'll throw wasabi at you. <.<


17:59


Sofia Singh




EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW



how did you KHOW I HATE THAT STUIFF?!

What's that smell?! :o

My mom has dyed her hair ! and all the time we were out shopping I could smell MSC ! I couldn't figure out how I got that smell on me.. or where it was coming from ahahaha.. I moved away from my mom and realised it was her.. her hair !!! XD!!!! 

It must be the conditioner she used after she dyed it lol!!!

✦☆ BonBon ☆✦